Millennial Moment


The way she clutches her hand,

The way her leg keeps making certain movements,

The way she keeps ticking her fingernail on her table, 

The way her toe keeps doing that rhythmic motion,

The way her mind keeps working, 

The way sweat tickles her spine, 

The way her heartbeats makes deafening noise,

The way a thousand pins prickled her head,

The way she breathes profoundly, 

The way her teeth clenches to the extent it starts screeching,

The way she feel shapes forming up in darkness,

The way her demons come to look her in the eye and say ‘hello’,

The way she feels cold to her bones,

The way she trembles and her bones hurt mournfully,

The way she keeps tracing the same circle again and again and again…The way she starts her life from the scratch every few months,

That’s exactly how anxiety feels like! 

Forgotten Extremity!

Why have you forgotten?

Each day you pass, life gets shorten!

 

Then why you hold on to those grudges?

Life is running with every passing pulses!

 

Why you letting that pain define you?

Why you letting that hurt confine you?

While beautiful moments of life are very few!

 

Why hold on to that which has passed?

And then when life will end you’ll be aghast!

 

Do not let the past hold you!

Do not let the past mould you!

Do not let the past confine you!

 

Because…

Have you forgotten?

Each day you pass, life gets shorten!

A year passed…


A year passed and…
We didn’t utter a word to each other!
We didn’t talk! I didn’t share those laughters and lot of silent tears, neither did you!
We were unknown, unknown of all those wonderful and painful moments!
We were not aware about each other’s lives, not even a bit.
We ignored those memories – when we shared the same room, and spend the whole time together!
We didn’t wear each other’s clothes lol 😄
A year passed by and we are still the same! Sisters, besties, bitches, roomies and friends for life.
I regret not seeing you but I know a year of silence cannot affect our bond even a single bit.
Something that’s purely dedicated to you and you only! Though you’re going to leave soon but do remember I’m just a call away… I’ll miss all those fun and crazy moments but it will all happen again I’m sure 😊

I Know! 

I know what it’s like to feel tired. The way your bones crack and the way it aches… I know.

I know it’s tiresome to even exist sometimes, the world we live in is an exhausting place to be. It’s wearing. It’s thankless. It’s mostly tiring and rarely rewarding. I know this world, it takes more from you than it gives. And you, you are tired of loving too much, caring too much, always giving too much to the world that rarely gives anything back. You are tired of investing into pool of uncertainties. You are tired of grey, the same grey which reminds you of those heart cringing moments. 

I know you were not always this worn out. I know you used to be that person buzzing with gobs of energy. I know you used to be a pool of optimism and how you used to outweigh your cynicism and you had an immense amount in you to give.

I know your hopes has been chipped away and worn down piece by piece, a broken heart here and an unkept promise there! I know the world was never fair with you and you lost more than you won. I know you feel uninspired and demotivated to get up and try again. I know.

Beacause the truth is we are all tired, tired of the battles we fight everyday. Exhausted from the war we always have inside ourselves. The storm we carry every moment, it’s going to exhaust us.

 But you being tired will not help. When you are tired, go slowly, go at your pace, go quietly, go timidly. But do not stop. Because you are tired for all the right reasons. Don’t forget that you are tired because you’re supposed to be! You are tired because you tried. So all that pain is going to pass, just hang in there…

Game Of Pleasing

 

I came across this picture today and I instantly felt very horrible. This is what we’re conveying to the young ones!

How much important it is to look good? Why do we have this ‘perfect’ figure definition to feel confident? Is it bad to have few more ounces on your body? How does the weight of the body can define a person? I really want an answer to these questions.

This isn’t the first time I’m feeling so disgusted! We are living in a world where stuff that pleases your eyes is good, be it a pair of shoes or some clothes or a person! Now adding a person into this above category of eye pleasing stuff is something that makes me feel disgusting. Like really? Having a pair of shoes that isn’t comfortable but still looks good might be fine (though I prefer comforting ones) or maybe a dress that looks lovely but isn’t making you feel comfortable might be okay too, but choosing people on the basis of their looks is just so insensitive and moronic!

We are so much focused on pleasing people that we actually forget about our own comfort! I would want to be in a society where people will be like ‘hey so what if you have a few more ounces on your body, just let it be’,  ‘you’ve got wonderful tanned skin’, ‘hey don’t worry, you look just awesome’. Is it really burdensome to accept the way people are! I wonder…

Human without humanity


A naked truth we all know, all of us know that sooner rather than later we are all going to die, we are all going to fall and nothing, not even a single bit of what we make here on earth is going with us! The irony is we don’t even have clothes on once we’re dead and still we commit sins in cold blood, I wonder why! 

We were born naked, we die naked, nothing goes with us anywhere, still we are so attached to all the mundane things. What bewilder me is not the attachment though, it’s pretty much understandable, but it is the amount of attachment we have to these materialistic things. We get so attached to these mundane things that we forget our basic nature, we forget being human! Now isn’t that surprising? Forgetting the true nature for something that’s not going to last, for something which has no importance. Humans are losing humanity, for what? For these mundane things…

We have forgotten that these things we discovered by us, all the materialistic things were discovered by humans, to fulfill our NEEDS! It is very clear, those things were discovered for our needs but we are now misunderstanding it and instead of need it has become greed! We don’t want things in specific amount, we want it in ample amount, be it clothes or shoes or cars or houses or anything! The main purpose of these things was to serve our needs and not our greed. We do obscene things for these materialistic stuff. The most shameful thing is human killing human for money! Forgetting the very nature of being human we are doing things which is totally against our nature, which is actually inhuman.

Everything happens, not because we don’t know anything, but because we are ignoring the truth, because we are ignoring the reality. We see it everyday, the harsh reality, that nothing is going to last and still we choose to ignore it. Inspite of seeing everything, what we do is ignore it; and enjoy the materialistic lives we have created for ourselves, by hurting or betraying or even by killing someone! I wonder if we are still human, because I feel we are far worse than that, degraded to some lowly thing or rather a filth! 

See what you’re choosing to ignore and you might become what you seem, A HUMAN!