Just Don’t!

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BackSpace!!!

How many emotions are nibbled by this Backspace I wonder!

From a simple Sorry to most enormous declarations, all of this couldn’t make it to its rightful destination because of BackSpace. And how I wish this backspace was just a virtual issue…!

We suppress too many emotions and we end up using “backspace” in our lives as well, isn’t it? We suppress is it with utmost pride, as if it is something worth doing as if its a way of life. These days it is probably in trend to be emotionless, to be insensitive, to be careless, oh the actual word is “carefree”. Being a sensitive person has become an issue because everyone is busy hiding their emotions. But is it a right way to deal with the things in your head!? We often end up hiding a lot of things, which we need to let out…

For an example, Be it a simple “I miss you”,

Be it a simple “I miss you”, you type that a thousand times, and then Backspace! Poof… It’s gone, from the text it surely is gone but is it gone from your mind?

A simple “sorry” after a huge fight is yet another task for everyone. as if accepting your mistake is a wrong thing, or maybe just saying sorry to end the fight is an absolute NO! But then that “sorry” will be stuck somewhere in-between the relation, and it will surely trouble you in the most unexpected moments.

I am sure all of us have those vulnerable moments in life where you are in the state to say a thousand things, you type those things, and then suddenly it occurs you might be portrayed as an emotional or sensitive person. And then Backspace! When it comes to shooting down hurtful things, there is no Backspace, but it is used extensively in the wrong places. I wonder what would go wrong if you instead just hit the “Send” for a change? Just be vulnerable, be as you are…

Sometimes when I see people I wonder what is wrong with Human Race! We are called “Human” for a reason, the reason is that we are capable of “feeling” a lot of things. We are trying to eradicate the very essence of being human!

 

I Know! 

I know what it’s like to feel tired. The way your bones crack and the way it aches… I know.

I know it’s tiresome to even exist sometimes, the world we live in is an exhausting place to be. It’s wearing. It’s thankless. It’s mostly tiring and rarely rewarding. I know this world, it takes more from you than it gives. And you, you are tired of loving too much, caring too much, always giving too much to the world that rarely gives anything back. You are tired of investing into pool of uncertainties. You are tired of grey, the same grey which reminds you of those heart cringing moments. 

I know you were not always this worn out. I know you used to be that person buzzing with gobs of energy. I know you used to be a pool of optimism and how you used to outweigh your cynicism and you had an immense amount in you to give.

I know your hopes has been chipped away and worn down piece by piece, a broken heart here and an unkept promise there! I know the world was never fair with you and you lost more than you won. I know you feel uninspired and demotivated to get up and try again. I know.

Beacause the truth is we are all tired, tired of the battles we fight everyday. Exhausted from the war we always have inside ourselves. The storm we carry every moment, it’s going to exhaust us.

 But you being tired will not help. When you are tired, go slowly, go at your pace, go quietly, go timidly. But do not stop. Because you are tired for all the right reasons. Don’t forget that you are tired because you’re supposed to be! You are tired because you tried. So all that pain is going to pass, just hang in there…

A beautiful thought it is. Often we think it has no end, the pain you feel, the way it hurts and the way it churns your insides, and makes you feel nauseating. The way it contaminates your existence and makes your survival tough, it feels as if it will never end! But it does, it ends, with time it will all heal, it might take some time but it will surely heal. So hang in there, it will gradually pass.

Warrior 


Some doors were closed, not because it wasn’t meant to be but because it didn’t do any good! She understood that closing what doesn’t serve you is way of life. Things come and go, so does people. You can choose to learn and let it go or to hold on, hold on to something that’s edgy, rough and is going to hurt you, sooner rather than later. So why hold on a sword from its blade and hurt yourself? Hold it right and you will be a warrior darling, and she became one!